2003-12-24 - 5:21 p.m.

Just wanted to update everyone.

I will simplify it as much as I can.

Reached 95 lbs and was a bitter horrible person with severe depression...I was taken to the hospital again after another suicide attempt...Cut myself all the time...was in the hospital 2 times for trying to throw myself down the stairs and cutting...got sent to a mental hospital in Ponoka...got out 2 days later (I'm a good actress) started living at home again and started at the Storefront Distance Education School...

and I gained weight. I now weigh 115-120 lbs.

We are also moving into town (hooray) so thats what we have been doing all week. Packing and such.

Yup. thats my life. I suck.