2003-09-21 - 1:48 a.m.

Yeah...I'm back again...I must be really bored cause its only been an hour since my last entry. Weird! Usually it takes 5 days minimum for me to force myself to write in here. It just sucks when you have nothing nice to write about...but I guess people love listening to people bitch. Hmm...I certainly have done a lot of that the past few weeks. Maybe a little too much.

Anyway wanted to make some goal weights to get my lazy ass into gear!

October 3rd: 95 lbs

October 17th: 90 lbs<

Don't know if I want to go any lower than that...but I will decide if I reach these goals if I am thin enough or not.

I need sex. haha. Sorry for being blunt, but my boy friend hasn't taken me out ANYWHERE or visited me AT ALL in the past 2 weeks so I feel very affectionate deprived. *Cries* I need my boy toy back...

Anyway, gonna header again. Update on the fast later.