2003-09-14 - 2:05 a.m.

It is not going well at the moment. I just realized that I fucked up my entire diary because I was screwing around with the templates. I had a plain boring purple template, and then I changed it to BLACK. Then I realized, that...whoa...everything that I had was gone! All my diaryrings, my counter, my notify list, my group promoter...Like EVERYTHING...That pissed me off a little bit. So then I put everything back on there (which took me for bloody ever) AND THEN I realized that My Promoter for my msn group site had white font on a while background...so it was just sitting there being all...WHITE...because the text was white, since the Background for my template was white. THEN, I tried to change the text to black, which made EVERYTHING BLACK. So...after getting really mad...I went to check all the colors...and GUESS WHAT...The same light purple template (the one I originally had) was the only one with a Font other than white. OMG I was so mad. So here I am with...nothing. It is quite sad. I think I am going to kill everything pretty soon.

Anyway, I am starting a fast tomorrow. I weighed in at a horrifying 101 lbs this morning (from binging for 3 days straight.) 98 LBS DOWN THE DRAIN. I am trying to get back on track before the doctor gives me the results of my blood tests back (uh oh). I am not looking forward to that. Anyway, I should probably try to add my diaryrings back up (grr) and fix everything that was DESTROYED. Remember to check out my "Anorexia & Me" site ok? It would make Fiona feel so much better *smiles*