2003-09-08 - 11:53 p.m.

I have been going back to school...oh joy. I am still 99 lbs but all of that is going to change. Today I had 5 crackers and noodle soup that I threw up. I got sent home from school today for being "disoriented" (yes that was the word used) and it sucked. I wanted to stay there, and they said I looked like a zombie...I literally got taken outta class, and escorted to my locker..and to the sick room...and then back upstairs. The teachers wouldn't let me outta their sight. It was weird. I thought I was fine, but apparentally I was acting weird and staggering all over. My eating disorder taking control maybe? Plus a little exhaustion. WHo knows. We'll see what happens tomorrow. I am fasting because I need to break this plateau. GOOD LUCK TO ME.