2003-07-31 - 9:00p.m.

Wow, I'm beginning to think I am just a little to lazy for my own good. Like honestly, how am I even losing weight. I wake up at 1pm, lay around till like 3pm...watch tv, go on the computer, have supper...go on the computer some more...talk on the phone...computer...tv...etc. I live in the country without a license so I can't exactly be running around all the time. The country is just plain BORING. Honestly, I was meant to live in a big city or something but noooo I get stuck in an old house with chickens, and sheep and mice. Yes, mice. Garr. I hate them so much. Oh, and my horse but I love him. He's old though, and I'm not exactly a country girl anymore so I don't really ride him as much as I used too. Anyway, yah...maybe this consistent laziness is effecting my weight loss.

Hmmm...maybe I should work on that. I need to make some sort of plan. Arg. Anyway...

Today I had:

Apple 80 cals

Banana 120 cals

Beans 120 cals

Cottage cheese 50 cals

Tostitos Chips 145 cals (15)

Some Five Alive 100 cals

TOTAL 615 cals

I was thinking about going for a walk in a bit, dancing, and maybe doing a Taebo workout because honestly I feel like a big fat lazy BLOB. And I don't like it. Tomorrow is August 1st, which means a whole new approach. I'm hoping anyway. Never over 500!!!

But yah...gotta go for a walk before it gets to dark.

Still 101...Blah