2003-07-24 - 11:52 p.m.

Hey...I am still in Rosebud and Drumheller and I am having a super great time. This wont be long but I decided to come on here and update on what's been going on. I kept the diet thing going for 3 days exactly, and then it went down the pooper. Seriously. I am so fuckin mad at myself about that but I have decided to not let it bother me until I get back home. Then, It will be hardcore dieting. I WILL BE THIN. I will punish myself when I get home on Saturday. No more than 300 calories a day. Maybe I'll even go on a fast. Fuck people and their prying, and forcing people to eat when they don't want too. All well. I will be thin. I was down to 101 lbs again, and now I am 104. It will be gone though. I promise myself and ana I will be rid of this fat and will reach 90 lbs by September. You wait and see. Oh, by the way, I would love people to comment more on my diary. Or anyone who is going through what I am feel free to email me or add me to msn messanger. I always love talking to new people. I find it a lot more motiviating. My email is anawaif_90@Hotmail.com. Bye!