2003-07-16 - 11p.m.

I wasn't able to fast today because my Mom and grandma were watching me the whole time. I guess I can take it slow or just try to fast tomorrow. I feel so fat and disgusting. I was 105 this morning so I guess its not so bad. Hopefully it was all just water and food weight. I am looking forward to getting back on track. I know I can do this. I can't wait to be 90 lbs.

Food for today:

2 pieces of bread 160

meat 90

soy cheese 31

honey mustard 10

Shreddies 174 cals

Cottage cheese 50 cals

Instant Oatmeal 137 cals

Bread 80 cals

TOTAL 623 calories

Whatever...