2003-07-10 - 11:45 pm

So yah...here I am again. Blah. I hate food. Yet...why do I want it so bad? I have found myself in the kitchen about 50 times today, and I don't know why. I NEVER have hunger pains anymore...the last time I had hunger pains was a couple days ago and it was the first real bad one...I just don't get why I am always looking for food. ALWAYS. It sucks ass. Why am I in the kitchen when I am not even hugry for crying out loud? I need to get my act together, because I always end up munching on low calorie foods...but they ADD UP. Garrr...I'm in a bad moood.

Today's calories:

Piece of toast w/peanut butter 143 cals

Apple 75 cals

Piece of toast /peanut butter 143 cals

Leane Cuisene 180 cals (Purged)

Chicken Noodle Soup 120 cals (purged)

Pickles 66 cals

Corn 80 cals (purged)

About 720 calories...I just barely took off cals for the purges cause I want to always round up. But yah...today was ok, tomorrow will be better...and this weekend will be great...wish me luck!