2003-07-08 - 10:18 p.m.

Week 2 day 5...

Well today went alright I guess. I am so lazy, I really need to be more active. All I do is sleep, and lay around the living room...and come on the internet. Today I went for a bike ride but that was all the activity I did. Maybe I will work out later tonight. Meh. Stupid excercising.

Today's calories include...

potato (boiled) 130 cals

small piece of meat 50 cals

corn 90 cals

piece of bread w/peanut butter 136 cals

apple 55 calories

Piece of bread w/peanut butter 136 cals

Instant Oatmeal 137 cals

Toast 85 cals

TOTAL: 819 calories

OK, I am getting a little obsessed with the bread and peanut butter. I've never been obsessed with it b4 either, I had just heard that peanut butter was good at making your body think that it wasn't starving. On thin forum however, they say peanut butter is the devil. I don't know what to think anymore. I think I will cut it out of my diet from now on, it is really making my total calorie intake higher than it should be. I definitely need to start cutting back on calories a lot as well. I was going to take it easy again this week because I have lots of time, but I feel like I'm not getting anywhere. I'm still 103...so maybe I need to decrease the calories? Or mix them up a bit? Hmmmmm...I think I will aim for 300 tomorrow. And MORE EXCERCISING. Maybe I should try the 2, 4, 6, 8 diet? YAH. That's a good plan. So 200 calories tomorrow. I think I will go without the 800, because I wanted to fast on Saturday and Sunday because I will be gone all day and wont get home till like 2 in the morning. I'm pretty excited. Go Me! My next new goal is 100 lbs and I want to be that by...Wednesday of next week. For some reason I have a feeling I'm going to be plateauing at this weight so I will give myself time. Gonna check out the TF (I'm obsessed) so Later.