2003-07-07 - 5:47 p.m.

Well, I am back at 104 lbs...ack. But I think its because I haven't went to the *cough* bathroom in a very long time. I wonder If I could use laxatives...Nooooo, I don't want to be a laxative junkie! I get addicted to things so easily. I will do this naturally, how its supposed to be done without any diet pills, or laxatives, or epicac...none of that stuff. I haven't eaten anything at all today, and I danced in my room for about half an hour. I had to stop myself in the kitchen and just take a moment to breathe because everything started going black...I hate that. I didn't wake up till 3 pm, but I never went to bed till 5 or 6 this morning so hopefully it all evens out haha. Damn, Mom just told me to get in the kitchen and eat...I will try my hardest not to eat it, but I don't know if I can fast now. GARRR. That makes me angry. This weekened is Stage 13 (a concert) and it goes on all day on Saturday and Sunday and I will be with my boy friend...so maybe I can fast on those days. Yeah, that's a good idea. Whoo hoo. Anyway, I gotta go for now. Later.