2003-07-05 - 12:23 a.m.

Whoo hoo! This has turned out to be the best damn day EVER. Well, forever I have been without a scale and my boy friend bought me one today! My weight usually varies from 108 to 112...So I've been really scared to step on in case I have gained excessively. Who knows what I weighed when i first started this diet, but I am so proud to announce that I weigh 104 lbs!!!! Yes, thats right...Little Ms. Can't get below 108 lbs has shot down to 104!!! You have no idea how hard it is for me to get below 108, I have been stuck there for a very very long time. I haven't weighed 104 lbs since Gr. 9 when I was REALLY anorexic then. My lowest weight is 104, and I can't wait until I beat my low weight goal! It can't take to much longer. The damn plateau is gone! I have overcome it! I have resisted temptation, and I feel so rewarded right now. It may be hard work, but I am so happy I stuck to it. Only one binge this week, and It obviously didn't set me back too much. I cannot express my happiness. I have happy all night because of it. Sad I know, but its what I live for. I need to be thin. If I keep going like this, i will be at my goal weight in no time. Calorie intake for today:

1 piece of toast w/peanut butter 180

7 sour gummy bears 54

A little bit of salad, and macorni (not macoroni and cheese) but with tomatoes 150 cals?

Approx. 384 calories today

I know I said I was going to fast, but my Mom was watching me today and I had to eat something. I don't think the binge set me back at all, so I'm just going to stick to the 300-400 cals a day plan. It seems to work just fine for me. Whoo hoo! I'm so happy happy happy happy happy.