2003-06-27 - 12:51 a.m.

Today is a new day...A day where I turn my whole life around and start my summer diet. I have to lose weight, or I will die. It's as simple as that.

My disgusting stats:

Height: 5' 7

Weight: 110-112ish

MY GOALS

July 12th: 105 lbs

July 23rd: 100 lbs

July 31st: 98 lbs

August 11th: 95 lbs

August 31st: 90 lbs

For me to achieve these goals, I am going to have to really starve myself and not cheat. I promise myself today I will not cheat on my diet again because I don't want to be fat the rest of my fuckin life.

Plan: To have 350 calories a day. Hopefully I will be 90 lbs WAY before school starts but I wanted to aim reasonably.

Every day I will keep track of my weight and my success, and will also put down how much I excercised.

I can do this. I know I can.